the speed of time

right now everything is going way too fast its like every one and every thing is in fast forward and i can keep up my body keeps up and my mind well sorta... but my head isn't there its stuck in the past and it can't catch up I mean my baby brother, Jett, is one now but it only feels like yesterday since i was holding him for the first time and now i have more new friends but less old friends and it feels only an hour ago since i was running around laughing and playing with my friends in year one. And as if to make my head snap out of it i tell myself that there's going to be a new baby around soon, for those that don't know when it's September, and that just makes me think of when Curtis was first born. Well I just guess that's the speed of time.